I’ve found there is something about the
written word that expresses what cannot be said. I
do not find that I am able to say what I need to say or express my feelings
except through the poorly written words I manage to get down on paper.
Once they are written, however, they
mean nothing.
No, the words are not valid until they
are spoken.
The sound of the words makes them true. Every breath and every note
rings with the vibrations of life; truth that is now solidified in the air. They become the
heartbeat, the very breath of all living things.
The heartbeat then becomes so loud that it
consumes all logic. But it should not be feared because it is already written, the logic is there, the emotion has just temporarily made you lose sight.
The
very sound of the words makes them exist.
A
chain reaction: one cannot be without the other. Together they are both true,
and separate they are both false. Words and sound.
From heart to heart they
travel, whispering truths of beauty and anguish and pain and happiness. Magic?
And
slowly
all
things
trickle
away.
Not because anyone means to forget, or anything
means to fade; life just gets in the way. And it always does because they must trickle away, to make
room for new things. To get rid of the good or great, and allow for the best.
But the words are concrete. Once they are written they
cannot fade into the oblivion; even our erased words still leave a mark. And eventually when all is
lost, the words will still be there to spark memories
that need to be remembered in order to make the future count.
Or maybe the words need to be said because I hope
that it will make them true, to make them mean something to someone else.
Or maybe they are said so that they are truly “said and done,” and never have to be
repeated again.
It really is quite a shame when words need to be forgotten.
Or maybe it’s that words may well be
the only source of true magic.
And by saying the words, the magic becomes part
of the world that it has been spoken into. A world that is in desperate need of magical things.
Do the experiment. It can be a whisper at first, or a shout if you're brave. Speak the words. There's something hidden there.
Loved it as always erica! and the way you formatted it was so poetic. i found myself whispering the italics and pausing for the waterfall words. ha very good!
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