f i v e

one::
i am deathly terrified of sharks. as in, just writing this and thinking about them makes me see them in my mind and it's terrifying. someone says the word sharks or talks about them, i see them. and i get anxious and nervous and this one time i saw a picture of a shark on the weather home page and started crying. i can't handle it.

coolest thing i've done #1.

two::
i cheat. in board/ card games that is...i'm not even ashamed of it. if you want to win, you cheat. i just think of it this way- i'm witty and clever and sneaky enough to get away with it most of the time. plus, it's a huge adrenaline rush if you're good at it. cause i am. (years of practice) and i hate to say it, but it runs in the family- you do not want to play games with my cousins and me. everyone cheats.

three::
i have three things that i think are/would be the most terribly romantic things in the world. the first would be if i got a bag of all brown peanut m&m's. brown peanut m&m's are the best and i always pick them out of the bag. the second- mixed tapes. i'm talkin old school (ok, CD is fine because let's be honest, no one has a tape player anymore). and the last thing is when you see a boy brush hair out of a girl's face. it's so sweet and, like i said, terribly romantic. i know, i'm cheesy.

four::
once upon a time, i had a whole life plan. we're talking 10 years, heck 20+ years all planned out. i was going to be a fashion designer in NYC. i had this plan to be world famous and revolutionize the fashion industry to be modest, or at least accept modesty. haha i was ambitious. still going strong on the big dreams, they've just done a complete 360.

the other coolest thing i've ever done. that's about it.

five::
when i get stressed i tend to get ocd. my bedroom and apartment have to be clean or else i will just leave. i also have to have all of the silverware heads up in the dishwasher and sometimes i can't walk on the cracks in the sidewalk. i've got the rhythm down- two steps, three steps, two steps, three steps.... at least it's not that bad.